Een droomdagboek is echt de moeite. Na een tijdje onthou je enorm veel en ook tot in hoog detail. Je krijgt ook een bewustzijn dat toelaat om te reflecteren binnen de droom.
Als je geluk hebt heb je dromen die bijna als films zijn. Soms actie, soms avontuur, sci-fi, etc ...
I am at my apartment, but there as a guest. There is a gathering to mourn the death of the husband of a woman there. Everyone is there to support her. The man had died from an illness but I suddenly get it in my mind that it might have been murder and that the man was never really ill but made ill and that his medicine was a poison to slowly kill him. The woman refuses to believe it, but feels she has to test the medicine to see if it is true (because she felt she owed it to the truth and her husband I think). She had a sort of security profession (like a cop or military, but a bit less of a public function, more towards undercover or spyish work or private contracted. Not mercenary though, she was considered to be on the good side in the dream). For this job she also had quite a lot of medical training. She wasn't a doctor but it felt like she had enough knowledge and medical background to be one as part of her job training. Despite this medical training and knowing it would take time to test the medicine her husband got and if it was deadly, she just took it herself (she was a bit emotional and a bit foolishly took a potential poison despite knowing this could be dangerous or that taking just the one dose might do nothing at all on its own).
The medicine looked like milk but with some extra substance in it and when taking/drinking the medicine it looked like milk+blood once it was inside her mouth and on her clothes (maybe she spilled it or it tasted bad, I don't know why exactly but when it was in her mouth there was blood in the medicine and it got on her clothes like she couldn't keep it in her mouth). At first it seemed like there was no poison in it, but a little later she got a stomach ache, just like her husband used to have and it was enough for her to believe it was poison (even though she had taken more of the normal dosage by than and should have known the stomach pain may have been the result of taking to much of the medicine). So she called the man who was in charge for her husband taking this medicine and right out confronted him of being a murderer on the phone. In one of the rooms of the apartment (still my apartment) music is still being played as part of the whole mourning thing, but some of us (guests) are more occupied with the woman and how/what she was doing. Some of us didn't think it was smart to call the murderer right away and it would have been better to call the police and have him arrested.
Not much later as we were all sitting in the room with music where some of us were talking about the situation, the murderer kicked open the door with force (he apparently knew where everyone was and had gotten here very fast). He looked very tall and very strong (like some of those bad guys in movies, but not ugly or scarred or anything, he actually seemed like he was a successful person in real life, but very twisted) and it gave the impression that he had above human strength (he was very strange; like a nightmare killer, cold, malevolent, abnormally strong, above human strength, gave the impression like he was bigger than the door opening and could hunt anyone down; someone everyone would be scared of; his maliciousness was most striking in a way that makes you feel uncomfortable).
All the guests are aware of the situation now and realize he is the murderer so some of them want to try and take him down but the murderer shoots them with an automatic fire weapon (a fairly small one, only a bit bigger than a pistol). I remained calm though because I had the impression this guy was to strong to take down and could beat everyone in the room. There were still a handful of people alive after he stopped shooting because they weren't planning to take him down like those others. The murderer feels very aggressive though and it even feels intimidating to me (normally never happens in my dreams) so I stay calm and try to be unnoticed and to appear as completely no threat. The murderer than just picks up the person next to me (because he wanted to harm the murderer even though this was only what he wanted but wasn't actually planning on doing; despite the murderer being highly aggressive it was as if he was programmed in some ways and was not allowed to attack people who weren't thinking of harming or attacking him; it was weird) with ease and pins him to a doorframe with a fork, spoon or similar looking piece of metal (he pinned him to the doorframe with his coat or jacket but he managed to pin the non sharp metal object very deep in the wood to keep the guy hanging from it). Than he kidnaps that person and leaves (kidnapped him as a hostage).
As the murderer leaves I immediately have a plan in my head to follow and capture him (I know this won't be easy and will need some covert action). So followed by a few others I run to the other side of the apartment. Along the way there we have to jump over some boxes and closets and than we have to climb down out of the window to a floor down where there is a small flat roof and than another floor down to be on the ground. I am apparently very acrobatic and manage to get there very fast, efficient and almost without making a sound (as if I weighed very very little when doing all this). The others following me were slower (but going by their apparent bravery and goal oriented attitude it seemed like they had some sort of training at least in this; perhaps some of the guests were in the same line of profession as the woman and knew what to do in these situations from experience).
Once on the ground I am in the garden of a neighbor, with their garden being on the side of the road alongside the murderer would walk. I hide there so he wouldn't notice me as I realize I have to be careful and covert because he is dangerous. The others with me don't hide though which I think is not smart because it blows a potential advantage we could have and make a sure capture of the murderer into a risky operation, it loses us our tactical advantage (all this was at night so it was possible to hide in dark spots). The murderer enters the garden with the others standing there for him to see but they know they can't attack just like that because he is to strong and they don't want to take that much risk. The murderer enters a passage going underground leading to a boat/shuttle that floats on the water (sort of like a hovercraft) inside an underground tunnel. 4 of them jump on the same side of the boat with him. He hurries to avoid more of them jumping on his side of the boat, forcing them to go in the underground and get on the other side of the boat (there were 2 openings in the ground to get on the boat but each leading to a different part of the boat; the two parts of the boat are separate and they can't get to each other while moving in the tunnel, they can only take on the murderer all of us together when they reach their destination and get off the boat). Until than no one on the murderer's side of the boat attacks. The murderer is alone vs. 2 women and 2 men and they all think they have even odds if they were to fight so they hold off until the ones on the other side of the boat could help them tip the odds.
A little while after they took off I also go into the tunnel. I know they are quite an end into the tunnel already but I also know that the murderer doesn't know of me (if I were to catch up to him I'd be on his side of the boat) so if I were to catch up with the boat we could take on him especially because of the element of surprise, he isn't prepared for it (and I seemed to consider myself able to take on him now while before in the apartment I found it best to lay low). With that thought I begin running and I am apparently able to run very very fast and know I will catch up with the boat.
The dream ends there.